i was on off yesterday (which means on the 7th December '07) . i've been spending my whole entire off days at home and not going out with friends. the tired feeling that i've been facing all this while is quite unbearable actually. imagine the feeling of you standing for the whole 7hrs straight WITHOUT sitting! urgh, its something that i dont wish to do in future.. seriously..



i've been doing pretty much nothing at home.. i just surf on the net for the whole entire day. even on the past few days off.. i do wish that i'm not that tired the days before so that i can at least feel fresh and new the next day! especially when i'm on off the next day. ( its about time i go out with friends alright! ) so, i decided to make my date with SUSUKU! by next week! and hopefully, i'm not that tired next week.



okay, i need to snooze by 2am latest. i've got a sale going on tml.. and yes, from the word sale, i'm pretty much many of you would have guess what i'm working as.. ( anyho, i'm pretty sure that many of you would know what i'm working as by now.. =.= ")



issit cool to have your friends visiting you at your workplace? i sometimes do wish my friends would come over and see me at work. i miss them oh-so-dearly and if i happen to meet them outside (during my working hours that is), god knows how happy i'll be! i really feel like a zombie to be doing the same thing almost everyday! and that is to wake up, bath, work, home, bath again and sleep! everyday same routine! and i do wish sometimes the routine would be different. if not in the beginning, maybe in the middle of it perharps. hee..



i told that someone about my dream.. the dream that really change the whole me (i think). i'm not quite sure if she find me different now but i do feel different bout myself. i sense the different kind of view i'm holding onto and the different behaviour i'm having right now. i'm trying my very best to figure out exactly what i'm feeling different about but i'm also trying my very best to not change the way i am last time. ( hinting: like trying to prevent the change that i'm feeling from being seen? trying very best to stay the same? get it?) anyway, i do hope what i'm thinking right now is good enough to change me into a better person. hopefully..



things have now go a different way.. indeed something is not right.. whats the cause of this babe? hmm..



i guess i should tuck myself into bed now.. i shall update some other time then.. night everyone!