RAYAAAA!!!!!!
Its not the bomb for me.. its wasnt as fun as the previous years.. and to add on to that, its O level mth. Maybe thats the reason why its kind of dull.. hmm..
anyway, watch resident evil; extinction yesterday at cousins place. its was cool!!! haha.. 1st day of raya was kind of plain, but the ending was fun.. did alot of catching up with cousins..
and to cousins,
we're officially off. yes, its over.. totally.. i ask him to answer me ytd and he did.. i thought maybe this time round things will be different however i never expected to be this weak when i hear his ans.. his ans really pierce my heart and shattered it to thousands of pieces though i feel that my feelings towards him were numb.. i guess actions do speak louder than words. but at the same time, i'm angry at him, for making me such a fool.. i never thought that i would give him my time.. it was indeed stupid of me.. i gave him such fun but he gave me such misery.. love is now a NEVER for me and i truly learn my lesson from here.. to trust a guy is not easy.. love will now be a history for me.. hopefully, there is still such thing as mr. right for me.. sigh..
this year has been a tough year for me. the problems and afew other things really got me thinking and drifted me away from doing whats right for myself.. i regret letting those stuff take me away from who i am and not allowing me to do what i feel is best for me.. now, i'm left with afew more days to do whats right, but with this few days left, issit enough for me to prove them wrong? issit too late? i'm praying hard its not..
anyway, i spent my 2nd day raya at the kubur (graveyard) and it was a relaxing and nice trip for me.. my mum told me that in her time, girls/ladies were not allowed to go to the grave neither were they allowed to watch their family members being buried, due to some reason. she said that the one of the reason was that girls/ladies are too emotional and its not good at all to have them crying at the grave while the ppl are burying the family member.. well, i'm pretty much lucky to be living in modern times. mummy said that in the holy book, it mention that it is a must for sons and daughters of the dead to watch the dead being buried.. well, since the book said it all, why not? so the grave visiting thing is so fun for me.. i missed the people so muchh! and SHIDAHHH!!! i visited your sister's grave (:
here are the pictures of the new grave.. which can fill up tp 8 people in one lubang (hole)..
the one which says "PIAH BT YACOB" is my late grandmother (mum's side) and see the date she die.. .. ..
i look so irk with tudong..
those graves are transferred from bidadari graveyard.. its an old graveyard coz the jasad (dead bodies) that were buried in bidadari mostly died in the 70s and below.. so those families who acknowledge the bodies will have their family's name written on the marble.. but those unclaim bodies, will be buried together with 15 more bodies, in which it total up to 16 bodies in one grave! believe it or not, 1/4 area of the land filled with unclaim bodies! sigh..
its been a dull raya for me.. anyway, hope u guys had a fun raya aite!!
AND TO ALL O LEVEL CANDIDATE!!! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O LEVELS AITE! DO YOUR BEST AND STRIVE AITE! BEST OF LUCK!!!
now, time to hit the couch and entertain the other guests.. hmph..
buhbye!!
