everything starts off well at ferst until afternoon came. mom and dad had some disagreement on something (again) & thus, they both quarrel, ended up not talking till now. i just dont understand my parents, particularly. i mean everytime when comes to certain disagreement, cant they just sit down & talk like a real adult rather than not talking & letting time itself to flow away the problem? that is just the same as walking away from it. come on, both of you arel iving under one roof n no matter what, u'll still see each others face. n better still, you guys are married to one another. try learning to understand one another (again)!! i'm sick of fighting!!

back to how it was, today was kind of down & heartbreaking for me. yes indeed it was. after what happen just now morning, i now regret saying those fugly words to hym n making hym think n hurt even more. i hurt hym enuf n for a change, i wanna see hym happy. i had enuf of the shits in school, n even at home. at least, i feel more secure with hym around. but now, its just me n only me. i wish you were here to console this heartbreaking pain..

haiz..its just to heavy..
i wanna go to my aunts place and rest my mind there..
or shud i do something else? hmm..