okay.

i think its tyme for proper post.

MT Olevel paper is just tml and i've yet to hit the books and learn my peribahasa. For now, i seem calm and relax. I dont have the urgency to even study. maybe i just cant seem to bother. or i'm too lazy to force myself to study. even my art is stagnant. it stop right where i last render it. maybe i shall be doom for art next week.

things are getting harder n my report book? i still havent show it to my blood thirsty parents. I'm pretty sure they will nag but not blow up. for my dad. but for mum, i'm not quite sure how she will react. n hmm..maybe i should really work hard for my exams. yeah, maybe i MUST try really hard.

the past outing has been fun, from outing with wani to school to social etiquette. it has been fun. even the i-choose workshop was still clear in my head. in spite of all the trouble that has been going around, it was good to be going on strong and to never let the bad thoughts run me down. though its painful to think about it or even look at it, it is something that i should learn from and move myself forward. okay enough said.

my plans for today? nothing. my mom and dad are going out for a jemputan whereas my bro spending his quality time with his girl. amazingly, i began not to like my bro like i used to. he's back to his old self again and i wont allow myself to stay weak and quiet with his attitude like that. bullshit bro! i guess staying at home, trying to complete my art and memorised somethings for tml's paper is more worth it.

til den, buhbye! (:

i wanna watch this movie!!