i lost my beloved precious something!! WTH!!! if i were not to put my jewellery figure standing unstablely on the cabinet, i wouldn't have lost it. i want my it back!!! pretty plsss!!! awww man, this sux big time!! );

i'm struggling in art now. i felt pressurize suddenly, with all the exploration, development, transformation n etc. i wonder how the past years students balanced it with their other subjects. i suck at managing my time and i suck at deciding things for myself. Mdm Irda had a shooouutt at us just now. she kept on emphasizing to us on the importance of managing your time and completing our art sketches. all the subject are important to me but how the hell do i manage my time..? by abandoning my blog, it won't do me any good. really. whenever i feel like blogging, i lhave to control my temptation. sheesh! and i suck at controlling! hee. my art is progressing slowly. i think. and my batik is goin on for the 2nd layer soon. i wish to do the bnw stripes with colors and i hope it turn out just fine.

i spent 8hrs and 30mins in school on art and i agree, i was damn slow when i work on art in school. distraction? i dont think so. maybe i work slower in school rather than at home. the NAs are working really hard on their prep work. maybe i can work equally hard as them if i put in the effort. i tried forcing myself to stay behind till 6.30pm and i manage to pull it through. yeah i agree that when it comes to coursework, its no use to wait for others. do it first whenever you can. i didnt do much of my prep work though. i wasnt in any mood to draw anything. i was just in a mood to do pencil randerring [is that how you spell it??] . since Mdm Irda talk about setting a target for yourself, i targetted to finish 20 pencil randerring by the end of the week. i dont think its possible, but i'll work my best to reach my target. like how ppl would say, when you wanna go something, you work your hardest to get it right? hee. i dun mind if i cant finish 20 by end of the week, but i hope i can finish 10-15. (:

tml is another day in school. i'll be having two full hours of english while my other friends will ony be having 1hr of it. After that, malay will continue to make my day. hee. i'm so looking forward to what i'm gonna do tml. btw, wth shud i bring for eng..? any idea?

i want an advice. i shouldnt be asking abg for it. he's bz for now and i already know the word he will say when i ask him the qn. maybe i ask bestie. it's been so looooooong since we talk bout something. so lets talk..

tottles;