NHBR
Friday, June 16, 2006
☮& ♥ 160606 @2:08:00 PM
hey derre .
didn't update fer the last 3 daes .
been bussy doin the malay prjt thingy .
hehe . i was enthu fer the moment . *smiles .
hmm . same old story . rottin at home .
ystd went to skul fer sc stuff .
yerp, i find the room quite cheerful dough .
not tt depressing look animor .
but not sure wat the other sc's think of it .
aniwaes, i'm quitting . so let all the job tt was given to mie be DONE .
dun wanna haf any mishap later on .
this sunday goin out wif bestie . not sure hu else taggin along .
cuzzies jux can't come .
shidah has sleepover wile wani...hmm...
i bet she wans to spent tyme wif her guy .
its okay . *smiles .
as long as i noe u guys love mie nn u guys noe i love u guys
SOOOOOOO MUUUUUCHHHHHH!!!!
hehe . *winks .
tml is anoder long day at home . haiiz .
guess wat, i'm already startin my english hwk .
[wat so biggy bout tt] lolx .
well, its goin smoothly so far .
maths...hmm . jux can't be bothered .
mommy keeps on naggin bout mie quittin sc .
its growing wilder n wilder each day .
lyke wat am i gonna do if i haf no choice in life . ??
haiiz . i'm jux worried bout wat gonna happen later after i quit .
will my DH able to handle things properly fer the tyme being .??
is my accnts fer treasurer gonna be okay . ??
is my DH nn new treasurer able to face the upcomin problem . ??
i jux haf it all in my head . haiiz .
jux wish fer the besh er the moment .
the past few days, i've been thinking bout this ;
wen will the day happiness will come pourin all over mie . ??
wen is the tyme when i'm able to understand what my family are facing . ??
wen is the moment where i'm able to interact wif my kitties lyke before . ??
wen will i haf the oppurtinity to be listen instead of listenin . ??
wen is the moment where they will accept us . ??
wen is the moment where i sense the neddness in mommy nn daddy . ??
....
i've been thinkin alot .
jux wen will it all happen . ??
tyme is ticking every secs nn every moment life moves on
nn taken away .
will i able to haf the ans to all my qn b4 i'm gone..?
this may sounds stupid but wen i am able to open my eyes to a fresh new day,
i feel as if my death is drawing near .
i may be breathin today but maeb not tml .
haiiz . its jux stupid thinkin all bout this stuff .
but it can nvr be out of my head .
i haf the ans to why i fail in my results nn i haf the ans to why i can't accept my
life ryte now .
but i dun haf the ans to my thoughts .
every teens wans freedom . every teens wans enjoyment .
but all i wan is jux acception nn ears to listen to my deep thoughts .
mommy may say tt i always wans to be understand .
maeb its now my turn to understand mommy's life .
i didn't wish fer my dreams to come true .
i'm not crazy over the things tt i didn't get .
i may be sayin tt i hunger fer stuffs but i let it go wen i jux can't haf it .
i never listed down things tt i want .
coz i noe what i am nn who i am .
i may sounds ambitious but i noe where i stand .
everyting in my life now i feels as if its a fairytales .
where i'm deep into my sleep nn always dreamin but nvr awake .
i feels as if my eyes are forever close nn can never be open .
i'm tryin my very best to get used to the new environment .
but the best fer mie is not the best fer u .
u might say gud or etc but to mie, i tot of it as in i fail .
haiiz . its useless uttering these werds now coz i jux can't turn back tyme
to where i was b4 it all happen .
i jux hope fer tyme to tick faster nn let the days go by wif my eyes all shut .
tottles ;
didn't update fer the last 3 daes .
been bussy doin the malay prjt thingy .
hehe . i was enthu fer the moment . *smiles .
hmm . same old story . rottin at home .
ystd went to skul fer sc stuff .
yerp, i find the room quite cheerful dough .
not tt depressing look animor .
but not sure wat the other sc's think of it .
aniwaes, i'm quitting . so let all the job tt was given to mie be DONE .
dun wanna haf any mishap later on .
this sunday goin out wif bestie . not sure hu else taggin along .
cuzzies jux can't come .
shidah has sleepover wile wani...hmm...
i bet she wans to spent tyme wif her guy .
its okay . *smiles .
as long as i noe u guys love mie nn u guys noe i love u guys
SOOOOOOO MUUUUUCHHHHHH!!!!
hehe . *winks .
tml is anoder long day at home . haiiz .
guess wat, i'm already startin my english hwk .
[wat so biggy bout tt] lolx .
well, its goin smoothly so far .
maths...hmm . jux can't be bothered .
mommy keeps on naggin bout mie quittin sc .
its growing wilder n wilder each day .
lyke wat am i gonna do if i haf no choice in life . ??
haiiz . i'm jux worried bout wat gonna happen later after i quit .
will my DH able to handle things properly fer the tyme being .??
is my accnts fer treasurer gonna be okay . ??
is my DH nn new treasurer able to face the upcomin problem . ??
i jux haf it all in my head . haiiz .
jux wish fer the besh er the moment .
the past few days, i've been thinking bout this ;
wen will the day happiness will come pourin all over mie . ??
wen is the tyme when i'm able to understand what my family are facing . ??
wen is the moment where i'm able to interact wif my kitties lyke before . ??
wen will i haf the oppurtinity to be listen instead of listenin . ??
wen is the moment where they will accept us . ??
wen is the moment where i sense the neddness in mommy nn daddy . ??
....
i've been thinkin alot .
jux wen will it all happen . ??
tyme is ticking every secs nn every moment life moves on
nn taken away .
will i able to haf the ans to all my qn b4 i'm gone..?
this may sounds stupid but wen i am able to open my eyes to a fresh new day,
i feel as if my death is drawing near .
i may be breathin today but maeb not tml .
haiiz . its jux stupid thinkin all bout this stuff .
but it can nvr be out of my head .
i haf the ans to why i fail in my results nn i haf the ans to why i can't accept my
life ryte now .
but i dun haf the ans to my thoughts .
every teens wans freedom . every teens wans enjoyment .
but all i wan is jux acception nn ears to listen to my deep thoughts .
mommy may say tt i always wans to be understand .
maeb its now my turn to understand mommy's life .
i didn't wish fer my dreams to come true .
i'm not crazy over the things tt i didn't get .
i may be sayin tt i hunger fer stuffs but i let it go wen i jux can't haf it .
i never listed down things tt i want .
coz i noe what i am nn who i am .
i may sounds ambitious but i noe where i stand .
everyting in my life now i feels as if its a fairytales .
where i'm deep into my sleep nn always dreamin but nvr awake .
i feels as if my eyes are forever close nn can never be open .
i'm tryin my very best to get used to the new environment .
but the best fer mie is not the best fer u .
u might say gud or etc but to mie, i tot of it as in i fail .
haiiz . its useless uttering these werds now coz i jux can't turn back tyme
to where i was b4 it all happen .
i jux hope fer tyme to tick faster nn let the days go by wif my eyes all shut .
tottles ;
Iqahhh
Peace & Love
"I've lived 19years with love that come and go. But one stay, and will die with me till the end of time."
- IqahRumland
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